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Had a really bad day today. Dunno why also, got really pissed with alot of people in class and on the train. Think cus i woke up with achy shoulders and butt and so im pissed and irritable. >< Had to walk around with a limp cus my butt was giving me problems and had to keep on changing shoulders with my bag cus marvin's using my smaller light blue one and i have to settle for the big red heavy one. Lots of idiots on the train too. The train had the aircon off all the way till tanjong pagar. My specs were literally fogging up cus of all the hot water vapour coming from the passengers around me.
So anyways i got pissed with people being their normal assholic self today. Like normally i would go along with it cus that's how they behave when they're themselves but today i actually got irritated by them. So i started being an ass myself and went around irritating them back. Just a bad day la. Morning i was early for engineering prac, teacher was happy with me. Started assembling our project then realised the stupid car wont fit cus of some modifications we did the last time wth. I was assembling the car then fumbled and accidentally used the wrong allen key and fadhli started being a total fucker and saying how cus im a fucking scholar im a bookworm and cant do practical stuff like using an allen key properly. Hate it when ppl refer to me as a bookworm/scholar/whatever shit kind of person who cant use his common sense. Got pissed with him then totally diao him and started being a racist ass (i dont care) by speaking in chinese to all my other classmates (i normally speak english for the benefit of others, cus most of the time im considerate enough to care about stuff like that) and just being a total bastard to him. But the rest of the class liked it, owells, guess he deserved it.
We were let go early for lunch so had time to complete our assignment due later in the day. Only 2 ppl in class did the assignment and even then they didnt even complete it. Plus the answers were mostly unconfirmed so cannot copy blindly. Wasnt very happy also cus we had to go foodcourt 4 which was expensive and no-good food. (i know its a very petty reason to be unhappy abt, but it all adds up...besides nobody asked for ur opinion) Went around looking for the cheapest food and finally settled for $2.50 noodles cus i wanted to save money. -on a side note, im feeling abit better cus the whole day i only spent $2.50 so...hurrah.- Finished the assignment after some distractions, like playing gundam with the gaming freaks and the class swooning over gabriel's sister which frankly kinda made me feel kinda sad for them. Owell, ive got deprived classmates. -shrugs-
During class my FT was complaing about how i hae bad attendance for this and that and being a scholar and everything i should study hard and have a good attitude. Scholar again. Sigh. Fell asleep during the open book test she gave us but in the end wasnt much of a test cus time ran out before the deadline was over so she collected back all the papers and let us do some other time. Decided to go do something about our car with chuanxiong since i had to wait till 3 for the dialogue session with the permanent secretary of MND. Car was ok, still havent fixed the dimensions but heck la. That one wait until fadhli do.
Left chuanxiong halfway cus he didnt have the talk so he continued with the job. The dialogue thing was quite bad. I think its the trend that those supposed to 'answer' our questions never tackle the question directly at all but of course ive only been to 3 of these sessions so maybe i dont know all of them. It was quite bullshit cus i could tell the speaker was abit apprehensive of us cus we're poly students. Like we're badasses who dont give a damn abt national education and stuff like that. He said this was his first time speaking to poly students and so cant use his proven 'formula' for talking to jc students. Well im sorry we dont fit into ur perfect equation mr member of parliament. Roliah laughed when i told her that. Guess we both felt the same way.
After the dialogue, went off with danial and colin. Followed colin to see elisha cus she came to SP for course counselling, think she wants to do engineering with business. Talked to them awhile then decided to leave with danial so they had some space to themselves. Met clement, kk, balan and jing song in the mrt station. Talked about random stuff, and tried to think of a sports cca to join next sem. Getting harder to pretend the ring of fats isnt there anymore, its growing with each day. Yux. Got off and wanted to talk to lao po to tell her abt my day and teh her abit but guess she was busy with open hse at abt 6. That's the trouble with me i think. Once u blow me off at the start i'll be very distant. I realised im very affected by what happens first. For example if i call and u greet me emo-ly, the conversation will probably be emo as well. But if u greet me high (not too high dat i cant get my point across, i get pissed) it'll probably be a happy conversation. Haha temperamental huh? Anyways i got abit anal cus i wanted to rant but now cannot rant and i just realised i probably shldnt post this here cus my lao po will probably be the first to read this and she'll be emo. Im dumb.
Bleah mum's nagging me to go off. Forgot what i wanted to say le. Think i'll end here ba. Nights.
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| Im in an ok mood right now. But that alone is making me kinda happy. U see, i wasnt in the best of moods when the day started. And as it carried on (much to the dismay of my lazy sorry butt), my mood got lousier and lousier. So by the time i saw dearest at 6pm, i was in a foul mood. Thinking back, i shld be kicked in the face for being such an a-hole.
Anyways, now that im in a better mood, i thought i should thank tammy bestest for making my day better. Weally. =) Though u probably feel crappy cus u dont know how to cheer me up in a flash or something, but u do make me feel better. Through little little things. ^^ Heh u know how teh i am ma...nyaah! x) Thank you for accompanying me on the long (mostly) lonely trip home. Really cheered me up. And for talking to me when we got back even though i was probably all unapproachable and everything mean.
Yea...erm think that's all i wanted to blog about. THANK YOUUU!! ^^ I lubb u. Take care pls? dont want u to rest too late tonight but raah wth...its already 12.20am. T.T
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| Ahh lookie lookie, im so sorry for anyone who's been visiting my blog. Haha i know the first post (now its the second) aint exactly something that'll brighten up ur day. Been rather busy these few days. Ok erm not really busy with work, just that ive been able to keep myself occupied and away from blogging. Like watching movies i got from derek, going out with calvin, serkiat, chicky and kevin and of course...going out with dearest!! =) which largely explains why im in such high spirits. ^^
Ive been spending almost everyday of the past few weeks with my dearest bestest lao po. And she constantly makes my day everytime i see her. Everyday, if it started off on a bad note, she'ld make it right for me. And even if it was already a good day to begin with, she'ld somehow still make it even better. Haha I dunno, biased maybe? But just seeing her makes me all happy and smiley. =) Did so many so many things with her! But definitely the most enjoyable and memorable was talking to her. Haha oman until now...i still cant get over the fact that we can talk about everything and anything. I think her eyes play a huge part in that. They're so encouraging (i dont usually talk much) but looking at them just makes me feel so safe and everything that i can just keep on talking. And those eyes never make me look stupid, cus i know that no matter what i say, she wouldnt look at me any other way. Oh and they're really captivating too. Haha sorry kinda tired now, just realised my content's just going everywhere. Will tidy it up some day ba.
Watched 2 movies with tammy too! "the love guru" and "x-files". Haha if i had to recommend one, i'ld say love guru, cus its damn funny. ^^ although sometimes the innuendos are difficult to catch (cheryln thought she was the only one who didnt understand what was going on but i assured her there were other ppl too haha) like "Would u help ur uncle jack off an elephant?" Get it? jack off? xD Haha yea stuff like that. Oh erm there's a sex scene near the end of the movie so viewer discretion is advised. X-files was nice...rmbed i used to watch it when i was young. Did u know i'ld turn off the tv sound just before they played the "doo-doo-doo-doo-dee-doo" theme song? haha yea. embarrassing neh. The movie was rather dark and bleah. Tammy was right neh, the movie should be nc16 cus of the yucky scenes. I mean i cant imagine bringing a 7year old to the show. There was quite a substantial amount of organs flying about in the movie.
Oh did i mention dearest loveliest got me a tie? ^^ hee its dark red and i like it very much. although i still feel bad for letting her pay for it. No more le hor! That was counted as my birthday present k? nothing else hmph! x) plss? <={ Oh and then she brought me to this place called noodle house where we both ordered beef brisket noodle. Very very nice, and i think its pretty affordable considering the portion and quality of food. About 12 bucks for the plate of noodles, compulsory pickles, peanuts, towels and a 50-cent cup of water? (Yes u have to pay for plain water) But nice. And dearest paid for that as well. T.T ahhh now i think back i feel so bad la!! I dont care, im gonna buy a box of ba kua to pay her back. ^^ Thank u dear! really loved the food and ur company. And thank u for sharing that bit of ur childhood with me as well, really greatly appreciate it.
Ok i better go off soon, continue some other day cus my darling bestest wants to sleep soon. Better go off if not she'll stay up till dunno what time and she'ld be sooo tired for class tmr. Jiayou with tuition wor dear =) And everything else in fact. U can do it de ^^ I lubb u!
Oh haha to everyone else too! jiayou with whatever's going on in ur life. Anything can approach me ba, i dont mean to brag but ive done my fair bit of IM counselling lol. Please take a number and wait to be served. heh ok lame. Anyways.. Ya! jiayou too =)
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| What the motherfucking hell is wrong with some people? Dammit u're supposed to be in a premier sch and u bloody act like assholes, jackasses and fucking babies. U dont ridicule other people's work and definitely not especially if u know it'll upset the person and still do it in front of them right? I never had a good impression for people from ur sch, and now its kinda confirming whatever ive been thinking. Motherfuckers.
Sorry, i just wished that u'ld be treated with more respect and gratitude. U're so nice, i dont see why ppl cant be the same to u too.
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| Didnt have a very good day today. Maybe my classmates beg to differ, I was pretty jolly with them today. Only Fadhli could tell there was something wrong with me, and that was on the way back when i just totally heck care and let go.
Thank u Peiqi tho, u made my day a lil more bearable.
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